turn on the signal, WIPE OUT THE NOISE.
"consistency doesn't exist in the real world."

horseshit.

consistency exists EVERYWHERE.

again, horseshit, unfortunately.

but one can dream, right?

unwritten law among those given to paranoia: without consistency, expect questions. period.


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soooo......recently I had minor cause to get in touch with ye olde Ren group...though I doubt anyone who reads this even remembers them. but at least one of you knows Anthea/WildSpirit, who's getting married in october, and asked yours insidiously to somehow show up and "give her away".

I don't know how i feel about this. honoured to be asked, sure, but it's kind of like a grammy nomination. if you really think about it, how much of an honour is it to be up for the same award avril lavigne's up for? likewise, how much of an honour is it to be asked to "give away" that which should never be anyone's to "give away" in the first place?




oh well....ponder ponder ponder.


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none of this is what I'd been intending to write anyway.

this is what id been intending to write, and considering what it says, its very ironic that im doing it.

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lately, ive been sleeping days, and it's beginning to give me issues.

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im going to attempt to drug it back around, because its saddening to wake up and wish you could have woken up in an embrace instead of in the glare of this goddamn box.



I hate this fucking thing.


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